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14 January 2013 @ 05:52 pm
I Did Wrong  
Title: I Did Wrong.
Author: imaginarybulb
Pairing(s): Kyuhyun/Heechul
Rating: PG-13
Summary: I was wrong, wrong, wrong. Your words were so, so, so sweet that, I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me, with your words, words, words every day.
Note: -Part of Kyuhyun’s Love Stories SERIES. Previous installment(s) Andante (Kyuhyun/Jungsu)-




Based on the song: 잘못했어 (I Did Wrong) – 2AM
Based on the MV: -none-
Pairing: KYUCHUL (Kyuhyun/Heechul)
**************

I was wrong, wrong, wrong,
Your words were so, so, so sweet that,
I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me,
With your words, words, words every day.


**************
Baby do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me?
Why?

Kyuhyun stood in front of the full-length mirror in his bedroom. Pale face, sunken cheeks, puffy eyes, chapped lips. He raised his hands to touch his reflection; he flinched slightly when his fingers came in contact with the cold surface, just like him.

Removing his frail fingers from the mirror, he continued his routine normally like always.

Wear clean clothes, neat yourself up, go to the door, fake a smile, open the door, greet everyone normally.

“Hey, Kyu,” his roommate, Sungmin greeted him with a smile, standing up, ready to leave for class. Kyuhyun smiled back, grabbing his bag and books and exited the room with Sungmin.

They walked through the corridors, exchanging morning greetings with the students they knew. Kyuhyun kept his face impassive, only smiling when needed (the things he did a lot recently), ignoring the look Sungmin gave him as they made their way to the room.

His room.

Letting out a soft sigh, Kyuhyun raised his hand and knocked the door, and stopped when he heard Shindong’s faint ‘Coming!’. He stretched a smile when the older male opened the door, “Good morning, hyung.”

Shindong smiled back, “Good morning, Kyuhyun-ah.” He turned his head, “Yah, Kim Heechul, your sweetie pie is here!!”

Usually, (by usually means before, before everything had happened) Kyuhyun would giggled shyly hearing Shindong said that, but today, now, Kyuhyun unconsciously gripped his books tight enough to whiten his knuckles, his face remained impassive.

The said male walked towards Kyuhyun (and Kyuhyun stiffened a bit) and wrapped his arms around Kyuhyun’s waist, nuzzling his neck, “Morning, baby…”

Kyuhyun’s body tensed for a moment before he lets out a (shuddering) breath and relaxed under Heechul’s touch, “Good morning, hyung.”

“Aish!” Shindong whined from behind them. “So early in the morning! Please save your skinships for your private time! You have a straight guy here!”

Heechul laughed, throwing his head back and Kyuhyun smiled at Shindong, “I’m sorry, hyung.”

Shindong grunted, “Seriously… I don’t understand how you two ended up together. I mean, Kyuhyun is really nice, though a bit snarky, like an angel. And you, Kim Heechul, is like the devil! Completely the opposite!”

Heechul smirked and kissed Kyuhyun’s cheek, “That my friend, is what you call love.”

That my love, is what you call sickness.

--

“Humm…” Heechul hummed as he gripped the side of Kyuhyun’s waist, “What do you feel like eating today, babe?”

“I’m fine with everything…” Kyuhyun answered mechanically, his empty eyes stared at the food served like it was nothing, different from before, before everything had happened, where his chocolate brown eyes would shine every time food is mentioned.

Closing his eyes, he leaned into Heechul’s embrace, he’s wearing the same soap… Maybe today everything will be fine, maybe now everything will be fine.

“Kyuhyun-ah!”

Or maybe not.

Kyuhyun’s eyes opened slowly as Heechul’s warmth gone from him and he turned around to meet the owner of the voice, “Siwon hyung.”

Siwon grinned at him and wave, before the grin faltered and the older male cheeks were tinted pink (which is invisible to others, but visible to Kyuhyun). Siwon smiled shyly and wave at Heechul, “Hey, hyung.”

Kyuhyun’s face fell when Heechul smirked and wave, “Hey Siwon.”

“Umm…” Siwon licked his lips nervously, “Uh… I have to go, see you later, Kyuhyun-ah.”

Kyuhyun nodded slightly at Siwon, “See you later, Siwon hyung.”

--
The stories regarding your other men,
The stories regarding your behavior,
I tried to ignore and pretended that I didn't hear but…

“Hyung! Sungmin hyung!”

Kyuhyun ran towards Sungmin who just finished his martial arts club activities, pulling the elder male into a bone-breaking hug.

“I finally confessed to him!! And he accepted!” Kyuhyun grinned and jumped in happiness, while Sungmin stood dumb-founded before his face broke into smile and jumped along with the younger male, both of them cheers in happiness.

--

“Do you know?”

“What?”

“Cho Kyuhyun is hooking up with Kim Heechul!”

“What!? You mean the innocent, Mathematic Club President, Cho Kyuhyun!?”

“Yes, that’s one!”

“He’s hooking up with the notorious
playboy, Kim Heechul!?”

“I know right? Poor guy…”

Kyuhyun looked up from his book, staring at the two males in front of him. Apparently the two males didn’t notice his presence behind them as the two kept talking about him and his new boyfriend, Kim Heechul.

Kyuhyun had heard a lot about the rumors about Heechul being a playboy, but he didn’t believe any of those rumors. He knew Heechul wasn’t like that, sure he hooked up a lot, but Kyuhyun is sure never in the same time. Heechul is sweet, gentleman and Kyuhyun fell in love with him the moment the older male smiled at him when he slipped and fell on the floor.

‘Let me help you,’ just a simple sentence with a killer smile, Kyuhyun is hooked.

And just yesterday, he managed to confess to Heechul after three months harboring a crush towards the beautiful male. And what’s more, Heechul accepted his confession with a simple, ‘Took you long enough.’

Kyuhyun smiled giddily to himself, he knew Heechul is different from how the other students said about him.

-

The way you act when you are intoxicated,
The way you smile at my friend,
Change it,
Stop it,
Even though I tell you many times…

The first time it had happened, Kyuhyun still can accept it.

Kyuhyun stood in front of the full-length mirror in his bedroom with a wide smile on his face. Milky white face, cute, reddish cheeks, shining eyes, thin, bow-shaped lips. He just had his first sex with Heechul last night and he was happy to give his virginity to the man he loves so much. Heechul was really gentle to him, always whispering comforting words so that he won’t feel the pain.

Kyuhyun felt like he loves Heechul more and more every day.

“Kyuhyun-ah!”

Kyuhyun turned around and his face lightened up to see his best friend (aside from Sungmin), Siwon grinning and jogging towards him. He lets go of Heechul’s hand and went towards the muscular guy, letting himself being pulled into a strong hug.

“Yah, you’ve been ignoring your friends nowadays!” Siwon pouted as they pulled away and Kyuhyun laughed at his hyung’s cuteness.

“I’m sorry, hyung. I’m…busy, that’s all.”

Siwon gave him a sly look, “Yeah right… Busy with your new boyfriend, I suppose?”

Kyuhyun blushed heavily, “Shut up, hyung.”

“Uhm… Kyu, who’s this?” Kyuhyun’s head snapped towards his lover, quickly mentally slapped himself for forgetting about his beloved like that. He went towards Heechul and linked his arm with the older male’s and dragged him to Siwon, who’s still smiling.

“Siwon hyung, this is Heechul hyung, my uh… boyfriend,” he smiled shyly. “And Heechul hyung, this is Siwon hyung, my best friend.”

“Hi, nice to meet you!” Siwon grinned, extending his hand.

“I thought you only have one best friend, Sungmin,” Heechul joked and Kyuhyun slapped the older male’s arm lightly with a pout, “That’s so mean!”

Heechul laughed and extended his hand, shaking his hand with Siwon’s, “Hi, pleasure to meet you too.”

For a (very,
very slight) moment there, Kyuhyun thought Heechul was prying his arm away and the handshakes between the two was a bit longer than intended and the look in Heechul’s eyes seemed to be meant something as he locked eyes with a suddenly blushing Siwon

--

“Hey, have you heard?”

“What?”

“Kim Heechul slept with Kyuhyun’s friend, Choi Siwon.”

--

You say I’m so sorry only for that moment,
You say I will change only for that moment,
My heart in pa, pa, pain it hurts but,
I can't help but repeating.

Kyuhyun slammed the door opened, his face red from the fuming anger. Sungmin was behind him, trying to calm him down, and Siwon jumped from his bed, his face pales when he saw Kyuhyun.

“K-Kyuhyun?”

Kyuhyun lunged towards Siwon, grabbing his collar in the process, “Tell me, hyung! Tell me that wasn’t the truth!! Tell me what I heard is wrong!!
Tell me that you didn’t fuck with my boyfriend!!”

Siwon’s eyes widen in fear as he gripped Kyuhyun’s wrist, trying to pry the younger male off him, but no avail since Kyuhyun’s grip on his collar was too strong (thanks for the time he spends with Sungmin). “Wa-Wait, Kyuhyun-ah! L-Let me explain!” he stuttered nervously as sweats started to form on his forehead.

“The fuck hyung!? I fucking trusted you!!” Kyuhyun screamed, tears poured out from his eyes. Sungmin was behind him, immobilize because of Kyuhyun’s wrath. He had never seen Kyuhyun this mad before. Kyuhyun always smile and he never show his anger towards other people like this. If he’s angry, the worst he would do is giving the person a cold shoulder or maybe pulled a prank towards that person.

He
never shouted.

“You’re supposed to be my best friend, hyung! How could you do
that to me!?”

“K-Kyuhyun-ah… I-I…”

“Kyuhyun…” Kyuhyun, Sungmin and Siwon’s head snapped towards Heechul, who’s standing behind him with a forlorn expression on his face.

Kyuhyun’s eyes narrowed at the older male. He lets go of Siwon and strutted towards Heechul. “Kyu—”


SLAP!

The time seemed to stop for a moment in the room. Sungmin and Siwon’s eyes widen, tears pouring out from Kyuhyun’s eyes and Heechul kept his face calm even though his cheek was redden by Kyuhyun’s slap.

“I…” Kyuhyun choked out, “I hate you so much, hyung…” Without waiting for another second, Kyuhyun ran out of the room, ignoring the looks the other students were giving him (worried, sympathy,
pitied ). He ran and ran; his hands wiped the falling tears that won’t stop. He finally gave up wiping the tears and kept running, letting the tears blurred his vision.

“Kyuhyun-ah!!” Kyuhyun jumped when he heard Heechul’s voice. Before he could process everything, he felt someone grabbing and yanking his arm, pulling him into a familiar, warm hug. Kyuhyun stilled for a moment,
he loves it when Heechul hug him, but then he willed himself to resist the temptation. He tried to pull away, smacking the older male’s chest with his fists, tears of anger running down heavily on his cheeks.

“Kyu, listen to me—”

“No!!” Kyuhyun shook his head frantically, still smacking Heechul’s chest. “No! I don’t want to hear it!! You lied to me! You cheat on me, hyung!! With my
best friend!”

“Kyu, I—”

“Shut up, hyung!! I don’t want to hear it! I hate you, hyung!! I hate you so much! You liar! I hat—”

Kyuhyun’s words were cut off when Heechul suddenly pulled the nape of his neck and kissed him fiercely, effectively shutting him up. Kyuhyun’s teary eyes widen in surprise before he trashed his body to pull away from Heechul’s kiss. He succeed at first before Heechul growled and tighten the grip on Kyuhyun’s waist to pull his body flushed to him and gripped the nape of Kyuhyun’s neck to kiss him again. Kyuhyun shut his mouth tightly, not wanting to response to the kiss. Grunting, Heechul slid his hand to Kyuhyun’s ass and gripped it slightly, making the latter yelped in surprise and Heechul took the opportunity to shove his tongue into Kyuhyun’s hot cavern.

Kyuhyun trashed his body for almost a minute before he finally gave up and returned the kiss. Heechul hummed in please when Kyuhyun returned the kiss, their tongue engaged in a sloppy yet passionate dance.

When oxygen came in need, they pulled away, both breathing heavily from the bruising kiss. Heechul leaned his forehead with Kyuhyun’s, “I love you, Kyuhyun-ah…”

Kyuhyun closed his eyes as tears pouring out of his eyes again, “B-But hyung… I-I…”

“I’m sorry about what happened. I’m really sorry... It’s just, it’s my habit to sleep with random people I found attractive, but… Siwon… It was a mistake… I love you, Kyuhyun-ah, I can’t lose you. I promise, I’ll change…. Please give me another chance…”

“H-Hyung…”

“Please, Kyu… I’m begging you….”

Kyuhyun looked into Heechul’s eyes, his heart soften at the look of sincerity in the older male’s eyes. He nodded softly and kissed him, “I believe you, hyung.”


Everything will be alright…

No, it won’t.

--

The second time it happened, Kyuhyun was furious, angry, betrayed.

This time, it was with Zhou Mi, Kyuhyun’s childhood friends. Kyuhyun’s
10 years friend.

“Kuixian…. I-I’m so sorry… I just… I don’t know…”

“No, don’t touch me! I trusted you! How could you—” Kyuhyun closed his eyes, feeling a sudden déjà vu. He opened his eyes slowly and lets out a shuddering breath as he turned around, “I believed you, Mi…”

Again, when he confronted Heechul, the older male would plead and begged him for another chance,
(I was drunk, Kyu! I swear it was unintentional!). Kyuhyun stared at his lover, his heart quickly softened when he saw Heechul was at verge of tears.

He hugged Heechul, pulling the older male’s head to his chest, “I believe you, hyung…”

--

The third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, and so on and on, Kyuhyun didn’t know anymore.

Every single time, he caught Heechul cheating on him with his friends, the older male always made his heart softened with his
sweet words, soft touches, kisses and make up sex. Kyuhyun was tired, having to deal with his lover’s cheats, but he couldn’t leave the older male at all.

--

I want to stop this,
I know this is wrong,
but I keep going back to you.

“Break up with him.”

Kyuhyun turned his head towards Sungmin, his brows arched, “What?”

“Break up with him, with Heechul,” Sungmin repeated more firmly this time.

Kyuhyun stared at his hyung, face impassive, “Don’t you think I would do that a long time ago, if I could?”

Sungmin frowned, “What do you mean?”

Kyuhyun smiled bitterly.

--

The twelfth time, it was with Hankyung, Kyuhyun’s new friend from China.

The truth was, Kyuhyun had a feeling that Hankyung would be next and he tried his hard to avoid being close with the Chinese male.

But fate doesn’t seem to like him.

Kyuhyun really couldn’t help it when the new transfer student from China looked so lost in the school, being bullied by other students for being a foreigner and most importantly how he caught Hankyung looked at him like a lost-puppy.


Don’t do it, Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun sighed and walked towards Hankyung who’s sitting alone during gym class, his head down and a sad expression on his face. He sat beside the older male, offering him a bottle of mineral water, “I hate gym class.”

Really, Kyuhyun couldn’t help it when Hankyung grinned like that.

--

For a moment there, Kyuhyun thought maybe Hankyung won’t be the next one. He tried so hard to avoid Heechul from bumping with Hankyung. At first everything went well, and he could finally relax being around his friend.

Until
that night.

Kyuhyun was just finished studying with Sungmin at the library and decided to stop by Heechul’s room to return the book he had borrowed from him. He was humming to a song, occasionally flipping through the pages as he walked through the corridors to Heechul’s room.

He was about to knock when Hankyung stumbled out of the room, disheveled hair, redden lips, his shirt was wrinkly and looked like he was trying to button it up in the dark with a few buttons done and none of them matching. Hankyung’s eyes widen, “Kyuhyun?”

“Who’s that?” Kyuhyun could hear Heechul’s groggy voice from inside. Before Hankyung could answer, Kyuhyun walked past through him and entered the room, startling Heechul who’s only in his boxers.

Surprise, surprise.

“K-Kyuhyun-ah…. I-I…” Heechul stuttered, trying to approach Kyuhyun but stopped when Kyuhyun raised his right hand, stopping the older male.

“Let’s break up.”

Heechul’s eyes widen, so did Hankyung, “B-Break up? Y-You mean… Oh my god, Kyuhyun-ah, I’m so sorry! I-I didn’t know… I-I….”

“Hyung, could you leave us alone?” Kyuhyun cuts the Chinese male off, back-facing him. Hankyung stilled for a moment, nervously glancing between Kyuhyun and Heechul before nodding and left the room, not forgetting to shut the door.

Kyuhyun waited until he’s sure Hankyung was gone and couldn’t hear them (when he actually waited until he could calm himself down so that he won’t break like before) before he locked his eyes with Heechul. He studied the older male’s eyes, and he saw the same thing he saw every time it happens.

Guilt.

The problem is, is it the truth or just a lie?

Kyuhyun didn’t know anymore.

Kyuhyun didn’t want to know.

“Let’s… Let’s stop this, hyung. Let’s break up,” Kyuhyun said calmly, his gaze steady as he locked his eyes with Heechul’s.

“But I love you…” Heechul said, looking like a lost-puppy.

Kyuhyun scoffed lightly, “Yeah, you said that before. And you still did it…”

“Don’t you love me?” Heechul took a step forward and Kyuhyun took two steps back, “I…I don’t know, hyung. I don’t know,” he answered slowly, his own lie piercing his heart.
Of course I love you, hyung. I always do.

“Let’s start again, Kyu,” Heechul pleaded, trying to grab Kyuhyun’s hand, but the latter took a step backward, avoiding the hand he had always love to hold (but that was before, before everything had happened).

“We don’t have to,” Kyuhyun said, “I just….” He looked away, “This has to stop, hyung.”

With that said, Heechul gripped his arm, too quick for him to avoid.

“No,” Heechul’s growled, a harsh tone Kyuhyun always hears when they have sex.

Kyuhyun tried to pry the hand away, but Heechul’s grip was strong, “Heechul hyung, you don’t understand. I can’t do this anymore.”

“I want you,” Heechul said, his brows furrowed, “I love you and I want you. I don’t want you to leave.”

Kyuhyun’s eyes began to filled with tears, “You’re being selfish, hyung….”

“Yes, I am,” his eyes narrowed at Kyuhyun. “And I don’t want to lose you.”

“You can’t have everything!” Tears rolled down Kyuhyun’s cheeks, “You can’t have
everyone!”

“I chose you, Kyuhyun-ah. I chose
you!”

“You said that before and yet you repeated the same mistakes, hyung!” Kyuhyun raised his voice before he calmed himself down and closed his eyes. “You don’t have to choose anymore, hyung. Cause I’m the one who’s leaving.”

“No.” Heechul’s frown deepened.

“Hyung…” Kyuhyun sobbed. “Heechul hyung, please… I—”

Heechul gripped his arm tighter and threw him on to the bed, making creaking sound from the impact. When Kyuhyun was about to protest, Heechul quickly shut him up with a searing kiss. Kyuhyun tried to push him back, but Heechul quickly gripped his wrists and pinned them on to the mattress, immobilizes him.

After a moment of lips-bruising kiss, Heechul pulled away, the two of them gasped for oxygen.

“Don’t go…” Heechul’s voice cracked. “Don’t leave me…” He repeated the same words like a mantra, his voice wavered and a single tear dripped onto Kyuhyun’s tears-stained face.

Kyuhyun’s heart ached to see his lover cried. Slowly, he linked his arm to Heechul’s neck and pulled the older male into his chest.


This is unfair… I’m the one hurting and yet you’re the one who looked so lost.

I’m the one hurting and yet I still love you so much.

His heart had long shattered into pieces, his soul had long emptied because of what had happened. So it wasn’t a problem to have another crack, because he won’t –couldn’t – notice it anyways.

“I believe you, hyung…”


This is unfair, I’m the one who hurting… Why weren’t you the one who’s hurting?

--
The fact that I am a toy that you played and threw away,
Makes my feeling unbearable,
But why, why, why, why,
Today I am a clown who smiles in front of you again.

It had become a routine to Kyuhyun.

A normal routine like wear clean clothes, neat yourself up, go to the door, fake a smile, open the door, greet everyone normally.

Kyuhyun stared at the sleeping Heechul’s face; his soft chocolate brown eyes carefully study the male’s features. He loved – no, loves – Heechul very much, and it’s weird, but he loves Heechul more than the first time he fell in love with the older male.

He loves Heechul even after the older male had hurt him.

Sighing, Kyuhyun quietly pushed himself up, shivering as the cold air hits his naked torso. He grabbed his shirt that was thrown on to the floor when the two were having sex, putting it on. He then stood up from the bed after he pulled up his soiled boxers, pacing around the room. He took a picture frame situated on Heechul’s desk, his thumbs stroking the picture of him and Heechul on their first date.

He smiled bitterly, he still kept this huh…?

He then placed the frame down and quietly pace around the room, occasionally checking Heechul’s belongings, until his steps stopped when he picked up Heechul’s shirt that was also thrown on to the floor.

He studied the white shirt and sniffed it, it still have Heechul’s distinct scent on it…along with other foreign scents, like someone else’s cologne. He pulled away from the shirt, his empty eyes examined the shirt. It didn’t have anything suspicious on it—oh wait, there it is. A lipstick stained.

So, he’s with a girl huh?

Who is it?
Kyuhyun’s mind tried to remember his female friends, because he knew Heechul would go for his friends, and that’s why it hurts so much, but Kyuhyun was hurt a lot that he’s immune to them now.

Jessica, Sooyoung, Taeyeon, Seoyeon—

Bingo
. The look, the smirk, Kyuhyun knew them all.

Heechul still cheats on him.

Letting the shirt slipped off his hands, Kyuhyun dragged his feet towards the bed where Heechul was sleeping peacefully on. He stood beside the bed; his soft orbs stared at his lover as he slowly stroked the other’s cheeks. He then slowly bent down; resting his forehead against the other’s and closed his eyes.

Kyuhyun knew he shouldn’t be eavesdropping, because there’s a voice inside his head screaming ‘You’re going to be hurt!’, but is it possible for his million pieces of shattered heart to break again?

So, he stayed.

He stayed to listen as Sungmin and Heechul talking to each other in his room, he wasn’t sure if the two were arguing, but their voices were loud and sharp.

“You have to stop, Heechul. Stop hurting Kyuhyun!”

Ah, Sungmin… His only friend who wasn’t affected by Heechul’s charm.

“What do you mean?”

“You know what I mean, you jackass! You’ve been sleeping around with his
friends, for God sake!!” Sungmin’s voice went an octave higher.

Heechul went silent and Kyuhyun didn’t know what he should feel right now. What is hurt? What is sadness? What is betrayed? What is anger? Heechul made him like this and truth to be told, he didn’t blame the older male at all. In fact, he thought it’s okay for him to be like this, to be emotionless, because like this, he won’t have to be afraid of getting hurt anymore.

“What are you going to do?” Heechul asked and Kyuhyun could imagine the older male was crossing his arms right now.

Sungmin sighed heavily and his voice softened, “I don’t know. I told Kyuhyun to take the right decision, but… Seems like he had made his decision…”


That is to stay with Heechul, Kyuhyun silently thought.

“But, can’t you be at least more considerate? Take care of his feelings? If you still wanted to stay like this, I suggest…” Sungmin stopped and he whispered (but loud enough for Kyuhyun to hear), “Break up with him.”

“What?”

“Break up with him. If you’re the one who call this off, maybe he could stop holding on to you—”

“I won’t do that.”

Kyuhyun could imagine the frown on Sungmin’s face, “Wh-… Why?”

Kyuhyun left before he could hear the answer.


Kyuhyun opened his eyes slowly, and he cupped Heechul’s face in his hands, whispering,

“My heart and body go astray, I am such a fool with no pride that although I was deceived by love, I wipe my tears and just go back to you knowing that this is wrong…”

Kyuhyun stretched out a smile.

But it’s true what they say. Falling in love makes you weak.

--

Kyuhyun stood in front of the full-length mirror in his bedroom. Pale face, sunken cheeks, puffy eyes, chapped lips. He raised his hands to touch his reflection; he flinched slightly when his fingers came in contact with the cold surface, just like him.

Removing his frail fingers from the mirror, he continued his routine normally like always.

Wear clean clothes, neat yourself up, go to the door, fake a smile, open the door, greet everyone normally.

Sungmin wasn’t there when he exited the bathroom because the older male had something to do regarding the martial arts club activities. Kyuhyun mutely took his bag and books, opening the door and exited the room.

He walked through the corridors, exchanging morning greetings with the students he knew. Kyuhyun kept his face impassive, only smiling when needed (the things he did a lot recently), ignoring the look the students gave him (worried, sympathy, pitied) as he made his way to the room.

His room.

Letting out a soft sigh, Kyuhyun raised his hand and knocked the door, and stopped when he heard Heechul’s faint ‘Coming!’. He braced himself and gave the best, hypocritical smile to the older male.

Heechul gave him his killer smile as he wrapped his arm around Kyuhyun’s waist and pulled the younger male into a soft kiss.

“Morning, my love…”

Kyuhyun stared at Heechul with his face impassive before a smile crept on his face, “Good morning, Heechul hyung…”

This is not what you call love. This, my love, is what you call sickness.

**************

Baby you and I,
Like a bad popular song,
I’m crying inside, but I force a smile like a clown.


**************
-THE END-

 
 
 
isolovesj: kyuisolovesj on January 29th, 2013 12:04 pm (UTC)
My OTP! Poor Kyu! :(
Love this! Pls write more KyuChul! :D

This is not what you call love. This, my love, is what you call sickness.
imaginarybulbimaginarybulb on February 21st, 2013 04:57 am (UTC)
thanks, i'm glad you love this :))
i'll try to write more of this pairing :D
21walker21walker on May 24th, 2013 07:18 am (UTC)
This story was beautiful and heartbreaking T^T

I love that line; This is not what you call love. This, my love, is what you call sickness.

I liked seeing Kyu's point of view but part of me wanted to know Heechul's. Though that might have ruined it.
imaginarybulbimaginarybulb on June 1st, 2013 11:31 am (UTC)
thanKYUUUU <3333 i'm glad you like it ^^

yeah, i think you're right. i might ruin this fic with chul's POV >.< i'm especially bad in making sequels haha

thanks again for reading and commenting^^